Archive | August, 2012

Baby Lydia at home | St. George Newborn Photographer

So here is the final session of Cheri’s birth package.  See her lovely maternity session, here and her gorgeous birth, here.

It was such an honor to go through the maternity, birth and newborn process with these guys.  They have such a calm and peaceful energy surrounding them.  Their house is just overflowing with love.  Lydia was wide awake the entire time we were shooting, but I barely heard a peep out of her.  She is such an alert baby with these giant, beautiful eyes.  She gets her beautiful looks from her mama and has that daddy of hers absolutely wrapped around her finger.  I can’t wait to watch this little lady grow up.

Enjoy!

To learn more about birth packages and pricing, email me at cassmillerphoto {at} gmail{dot} com.

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Lydia’s Birth Day | Southern Utah Birth Photographer

Do you remember this sweet family?  I had such a wonderful time sharing in their experiences of bringing their tiny new baby girl into the world.

For their maternity session, Cheri had thought of so many sweet and thoughtful details.  During their session, we talked about the new baby and what she would look like.  I was so inspired by how tender their love as a family was and the excitement and anticipation of this new little one was almost intoxicating.  I couldn’t wait for her birth.

Just as I suspected, her much anticipated arrival was nothing short of wonderful.  We all wept tears of happiness (oh yes, I cry at every birth) and marveled over this beautiful little babe.

Her birth story speaks for itself, so I’ll let it to the talking from here on out.

Enjoy!

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Studio Session | Southern Utah Photographer

So this is it, y’all.  With the announcement of “The Studio” opening a few months ago, I am officially offering studio sessions.

But if you’re thinking, “What does a lifestyle photographer use a studio for?”

Well, let me show you….

A simple white bed.  Simply beautiful window light.  A perfect place for you to simply be yourself.

Simple Studio Sessions
30 minutes
15 images on DVD
$275

limited slots available, book today!
cassmillerphoto {at} gmail {dot} com

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Goodbye, sweet home

As some of you know, this last month we have moved from our first cozy little home.  It was definitely bittersweet leaving this place.  When we moved in we were a young couple with a new little baby.  Moving out, we’re a fully functioning family of four. (say that ten times fast!) All my babies firsts were in this house.  First smiles, foods, steps, and potties.  Stella even breathed her first breath in this house.

It took me a couple days of getting our new house to bring myself to start packing.  I’ve become very attached to things like this. I’m finding after having to my two girls I’ve become quite sentimental.

Before I touched a single thing, I decided one morning to photograph every single inch of my home.  Exactly how it was.  Imperfections and all.

I loved mornings in this home.  Where the natural light flows in from the back and my two scraggly little girls run around in half pajamas, half dress-ups.  Where my morning iced coffee awaits me and the days activities haven’t yet destroyed the place.

A few times since being in the new house, I’ve found myself flipping through these images of our old place.  How much detail we put into the home in almost 4 years.  How every inch of it was touched by us.

I’ll miss this place.  It will be in my heart forever.

 

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The life of my dream

“Being a family means you are a part of something wonderful.  It means you will love and be loved for the rest of your life.  No matter what.”

I grew up wanting nothing more than to be a mother and a wife.  I dreamed of what my life would someday look like, with a brood of children tugging at my apron strings and a darling husband at my side.  Whenever I was asked, “what do you want to be when you grow up?” the answer was always simple.  A mom.

Then, sometime in my teens I had a very large ovarian cyst that had to be surgically removed, and my right tube and ovary along with it because of the damage it had created inside my body.  From then on, I was told things like “you may have a hard time having kids,” and “we’re not sure what this means for your future and possibly having children” And I was crushed.

While there was no yes or no answer to my questions about becoming a mother, and with really no one taking me too seriously at the age of 15, my thoughts of motherhood began to change. I thought of my life filled with travel, adventure, education, careers.  I tried to think of what my life might be like if I could never have a baby of my own.  What it would feel like to go through years of infertility because I just so desperately wanted to experience bearing a child.  It was too much to take on.  I decided to just try to enjoy the child-free life I had now and worry about it sometime later.  Much, much later.

A few years later, try as I might to fight it, I met Mr. Miller.  While I was still a wild and vivacious spirit seeking to find my place in this big ol’ world, he waltzed into my life like he owned the place.

Some months later, I had a dream.  A dream like I’ve never had before.  Where I was me and things were so real.  I was making dinner in a quaint little kitchen, where my then boyfriend was now my husband walking into the door from work.  He pulled me into his arms and contentment washed over me like I had never felt before.  Two little girls twirled around my flowing skirt and my life was so sweet. I woke up startled, not quite being able to comprehend reality.  I turned to see my love by my side and I knew.  I knew that my dream was not just a dream, but a glimpse of what my life would be like and should be like with this man at my side.

From that day, I started daring again to hope to be a mom some day.  To carry my babies in a big round belly and relish in all their sweetness after giving birth.  I would imagine the little girls from my dream and desperately hope to get to meet them one day.

Five years later, I am living the life of my dream.  I make dinners (and donuts) in a quaint little kitchen, my husband greets me at the door after a long day of work, and I have two little girls twirling around my flowing skirt, tugging at my apron strings.  I have never been so content.

God is wonderful and he loves us so much.

Photos courtesy of Brooke Ashley Photography.
(thank you Brooke, for capturing my dream without even trying)

xoxo, Cass

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My Stella Babe

Stelly is my little mama’s girl.  She’s my little creamy ball of sunshine.  She’s sweet and sassy and mighty silly.  She’s rarely bothered by anything and is always up for doing whatever.  She’ll be entertained for hours by her sister bossing her around and she’s always willing to hand out some lovins.  She’s the stuff only heaven could create.  Try as I might, I just can’t seem to let this baby grow up.

Stella is growing by the leaps and bounds.  Her little legs seem to get longer and lengthier by the day, her hair continues to pile in and trickle longer down her back, her baby chub is melting away slowly but surely.

She is OFFICIALLY in a big girl bed.  When we made the move to the new house, the crib never got set up.  She has been totally fine from day one, sharing a bed with Harlo.  In the mornings they’ll get up together and sometimes play in their room before coming in to get me.  I love waking up to them snuggling up in my bed.

She continues to be my good little eater.  She’s happiest when she’s got a snack… or two.

She is such a little ham.  The girl’s got more character in her baby finger than most people do in their whole body.  She has specifically found her audience at church.  She thinks she’s the star of the show… and she is.

She definitely gets more sassy as she gets older, and those terrible toddler tantrums have settled right into place here with her 2nd birthday just passing.  I know that she’s right on track developmentally though, and we continue to push through.  It’s not too hard as she brings a whole lotta good with the bad.

She has quite the little vocabulary.  She can pretty much sit and carry on a full conversation with no problems.  I’m constantly getting compliments on how well she talks or how well she knows her manners.  She’s the “thank you” police in this house.

I’ve noticed she says “Harlo” more rather than just “sissy”.  Kinda sad, but so so cute. Harlo sounds more like “howl-lo”.

I’m noticing her over pronouncing words lately.  Adding extra syllables here or there.  She also switches off saying S sounds as Sh or Th.  Her lisp switches around on different things.  I love how she talks! I could listen to her all day… and I do.

While it’s hard to pin point a favorite grandparent because she’s so fond of all of them, she has taken a serious liking to Grammy (my mom) lately.  The two are cut from the same cloth.  She definitely has Grammy wrapped around her little finger.

While for the most part she plays nicely with her sister, she sure knows how to push her buttons and isn’t the least bit afraid to do so.  Ugh! Little sisters can sure be a bother.

I can’t count the times I hear “mam. what you doeen?” throughout the day.

I still rock her to sleep each night before bed and naps.  It continues to be one of the highlights of my life.  I’m so glad I have the opportunity to do it.  Sometimes at the end of a stressful day, it’s exactly what we need to reconnect and unwind together.

She is such a busy bee and always, always wants to “help”.  It’s hard, because her helpful little hands aren’t exactly my idea of “help”.  I’m always trying to find ways to keep her hands busy while my hands are busy.  Handing her a basket of laundry to tear apart and put back together may seem like it’s a huge headache, but it buys us some time and as we all know, time is the most valuable thing to a mother.  Any good tips on how to keep a two year old busy?  I’d love to hear!

Oh potty woes!  Stella successfully potty trained herself at about 21 months.  She had zero problems… until we went out of town/moved into a new house.  I just can’t quite seem to get her back in the groove.  I am a pretty laid back mom when it comes to these types of things.  I know strong arming her back to the potty is just simply not going to help us.  She seems to be 50/50 potty to pull up status right now.  Stressing me out to no end, but what can a mom do?  (again, tips are greatly appreciated here!) For now, we’re just workin’ it out the best we know how.  The fact that no kindergartners go to school in diapers seems to be calming my soul right now.  The funny thing is, I STILL think she’s too young to be potty trained, but the fact that she has been for the last 3 months makes me stress to keep going forward.  Oh, heaven help us!  I still swear that potty training is the very hardest part of baby/toddlerhood.

She, like her sister, has taken a fondness to dressing up.  The coveted item right now is tights.  I tell you, I can’t think of one other thing I would rather wear less than tights while it’s 108 degrees out, but somehow my children power through.  At least they’re learning endurance through fashion early in life, they’ll need it with all their fabulosity.

Boo remains a vital staple in this home.  Boo comes with us everywhere, to the grocery store, to California, to playdate, to the bathroom.  We took her to our church nursery a few weeks ago and had left it home.  When I picked her up, the teacher said “now who is ‘Boo’?” haha, apparently she kept asking for it but never got really upset.  Ha, poor lady.  Someone asked me recently what she would do if we left it somewhere.  I quickly replied with “that would never happen.” and I meant it.

She is my child who gets into anything and everything.  Currently in our home, we have 3 completely unrolled and rolled-back-up toilet paper rolls, a recently emptied bottle of doterra oil (breathe.. couldn’t have been cheap lavender or anything!) a half eaten tube of chapstick, a lipgloss smeared kindle and ipad, and a basket of freshly folded laundry turned into freshly unfolded laundry and two made beds with a tiny body imprint in the middle of them…  And that’s all just from today.

She is not a dessert girl.  I can give her a sucker and she’ll never finish it.  Rarely touches dessert, would much rather a second helping of supper.  Totally my kid that way.  Harlo on the other hand has my family’s blood and would eat or do pretty much anything with the promise of dessert.

She always says “whoa!” after I tell her anything. ie: “Did you see that picture Harlo drew for you?” S: “Whoa!” with her big brown eyes as round as ever.

She has the most beautiful, sweet little spirit.  She fills our home with such an abundant light.

She is my baby for life.  I hope she wants me to “hold jew” all day forever.

 

photos courtesy of Brooke Ashley Photography

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My Harlo Girl

On my other blog, since Harlo was a wee little thing, I have done tidbits of her life every couple weeks to keep track of all the milestones, funny things she says, etc.  I’ll be continuing that over here from now on.

Harlo is the head of my children.  She’s the perfect girl for the job.  She’s strong and stubborn, sweet and protective.  She’s smart and witty and sensitive.  She’s helpful and creative and has the biggest imagination I’ve ever witnessed.  She loves things like cooking and cleaning or helping me with any task at hand.  She loves her sister and would do pretty much anything to keep her happy.

She is at such a fun age right now.  She rarely gives me bouts of grief, the only thing I usually have to get after her about is minding her own business when it comes to parenting Stella. (oh, big sisters!) She gets along well with almost anyone, but still probably prefers to play all by herself where she can let her imagination soar!

The girl loves to dress-up.  I’m not talking your regular princess dress and crown, although that could be on the menu as well, I’m talking full on outfits of articles that may or may not go together.  Her favorite things right now are leotards or “leotarns” and tights.  She wants to wear her leotarn under every outfit, everyday.  Every single morning it’s a battle and a compromise.  Before the leotarn, it was a swimming suit under everything.  Haha, I’m a pretty laid back mom when it comes to these things, but it’s not like I really have a choice.  The lady is happiest when she is in her get-up of choice.  Who am I to judge?

Some days I have to sit and ask myself if she’s really 3, or 16.  She has got such a little mouth on her! Yesterday we were arguing about something or other at Nana’s house while she was playing with her cousins.  She was giving me a little sassy attitude and needed to be in check.  I walked out of the room and she says to her cousins, “sorry guys, I just had to talk to my mom for a minute.  I didn’t mean to yell!” when I walked back in she says, “I’m sorry mom, let’s be friends, K?”

She’s also pretty much obsessed with California.  The other day she asked me if we were ever going back to our old house.  I asked her if she’d rather live in our old house or our new house and she says, “I’d rather live in Sam Diego.” So like her dad.  Both of them are complete when they’re at the ocean.

She is so helpful.  I love doing my chores with her at my side.  She chats with me and carries right along with me.  She’ll entertain Stella if I need, she’ll help me fold laundry, she’ll just go where she’s needed.  I am so grateful for her sweet willingness.

She is also a master negotiator.  She cannot NOT negotiate.  Just like her mama. ;) She’s always trying to find a way to sweeten the deal, or get bonuses added.  If I ask her to eat her dinner, she’ll quickly say, “if I eat all my dinner… I can have ice cream?” if we’re going to run errands and I ask her to get in the car she’ll say “okay, I’ll buckle so we can run errands and we can maybe get a treat?  That be a good idea?” I ask her to get her clothes on and she’ll say, “I’ll put my clothes on if I can wear my leotarn.” So so frustrating at times, but hilarious none the less.  She’s lucky I can appreciate a sweet deal being made.

I feel like she’s finally getting an end to her painfully shy streak.  She’ll now gladly give family hugs and kisses, say hi to people, answer questions when she’s asked.  Whew! I was starting to stress there for a bit.  We have also not seen a tantrum in a good little while.  It’s weird when you’re making your way through the toddler years and you feel like that is going to be your life forever… then all the sudden your toddler turns into a little person and we may go full days without a single tear.  It’s miraculous, really.  And it’s given me hope as I’m now going through it with Stella.

Her favorite thing to do still is probably painting.  I don’t think a day goes by she doesn’t ask to paint.  Her staple foods remain, peach yogurt and oatmeal.  Her favorite shows right now are fresh beat band, Olivia and Peppa Pig.  I love when she watches Peppa because she’ll talk in an english accent for the rest of the day.  Best!

She memorizes songs so quickly.  Theme songs, church songs, songs on the radio.. I will always  hear her humming a familiar tune.  She’ll hear it one time and she’s got it pretty much down.  She also does pretty well with choreography.  She can watch fresh beat band and have a lot of their dance moves down pat.  It’s crazy to me how grown up she’s getting.

She is so much fun to show things to.  She always has the best reaction.  This last week Brady and I went to California and shopped a bit for things around the house.  I would think most kids couldn’t be bothered by home decor… not my Harlo.  She was so thrilled about every last article we brought home.  I’ll find her sitting and admiring my new curtains, or compliment me on how I’ve styled our bookshelf.  ”Wow mom, that looks really wonderful!” she’ll say.  As I was showing her some new stuff she’d say, “Oh my gosh mom! That’s so cute.  I just love that.  Great job finding that, mom.”

She’ll often tell me how beautiful I look or when she likes my outfit.  While we were gone my mom and Brady’s mom watched them.  Nana told me that on her way to work before she had dropped the girls off, Harlo out of the blue says, “nana, you look so beautiful!” I swear she always knows just the thing to say.

It still amazes me how sweet how she talks to Stella (most of the time).  Always calling her ‘baby” or “sweetie” or “sweets”.  She’s always willing to play and share with Stella.  She usually only gets frustrated when Stella is refusing to play with her.  Haha, I love so much being the mom to two little sisters.

I wouldn’t go too far as saying she’s a mama’s girl, but the older she’s gotten, the more she seems to think I’m cool.  She’s always been such a daddy’s girl, but lately we can bond over stuff and relate better than Daddy can.  She’s into all things girly and lady-like and she thinks it’s pretty cool that I know and appreciate that kind of stuff.  She’s pretty much my best little gal pal.

She is so full of life and is such a good reminder to me what this life is all about.  I love this little girl so much.

I don’t care that she’s about to start preschool, she’s my baby for life.

 

Photos by Brooke Ashley Photography.

 

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Oh my love | A week in family photos

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I’ve been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don’t mean anything
When you’ve got no one to tell them to
It’s true…I was made for you
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you

Oh, my Mr. Miller.  I have recently written about our whole love story on my personal blog, here.  I think sometimes my blog is a shrine to him, but really.. I’m a lady in love, what can I say?

I will adore these shots of us for the rest of my days.

photos courtesy of Brooke Ashley Photography

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A week in family pictures

Every summer, I make it a point to get our family pictures taken.  If you’re thinking, you’re a photographer.  Why don’t you just take your own family pictures? You’ve probably never tried to be the subject and photographer AND the mom all at once.  Plus, it’s important for me to photograph my family truly as we are each year to document our story.  I save up, plan ahead and every single year it’s worth it.

This year we were graced by the wonderful Brooke Ashley.  Let me tell you a little story about that.

I have been pretty much obsessed with Brooke Ashley since I was a first year (make that first month) photographer.  Then, when I had a little family of my own, Brooke was taking some time off due to a growing family of HER own.  So this year I woke up one morning with panic in my soul to book our family session and book it at home.. with Brooke Ashley.  How in the world?!

I contacted Brooke, and said something like, “Oh hey brooke, I know you’re not really booking families, but would you make an exception for me?” and she was like “oh totally! I book a couple families here and there.” and I was like, “oh yeah… one more thing.  Can you do it at our house? And also, I don’t live in your same city.” and she was all, “Oh that’s funny! I’m actually going to be driving past your house next month.  I’ll totally stop by for the morning and we’ll do it then.” SCORE.  This is my testimony y’all, that there is a God.  A Photography God, at that.

So then I was so excited I could barely eat my lunch.  …Then the session approached us and the reality that BROOKE ASHLEY would be IN MY HOUSE taking pictures of MY FAMILY set in and I became frantic. Frantic, I say!  I think I was more nervous for this than I was for my own nuptials or giving birth.  Gave me a whole new appreciation for my own clients, especially my home session clients. ;)

But of course, the second she arrived all was calm and wonderful.  She is even more amazing and more beautiful than I could have ever imagined.  It tips the scales as one of my very favorite days.  Not to mention weeks later when I got the pictures in the mail and began flipping through them with tears dripping down my face.  Tears, I tell you!

So I officially name this week Brooke Ashley week here on the blog.  And because I’m sort of vain and I NEED you to see every single picture, I will be featuring parts of our session everyday this week.  So rest easy, my dear souls.  Rest easy.

xoxo, Cass (and the miller crew)

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Eh hem, is this thing on?

To my dearest followers friends,

If you have followed my photography journey for a while or you’ve just recently been here, I thank you.  I hope you’ve liked what I’ve had to share.  But I feel like I owe you a little more.

You see, photography is an important part of my life.  In fact, when I think of the things in my life in order of importance, I think my husband and children and my other baby, photography.  And somewhere in there, my dog Itty.  I hate to leave her out.

So, I’m going to be sharing more of myself on here.  For 4 years I have blogged about my family and bits of my life as a mom over here.  I have always just talked about my clients and pieces of my photography life here in this blog, but I feel now that the two need to co-exist.  Because they do co-exist… together, inside me.  My photography is a reflection of me, and I feel like that’s a big part that needs to be shared here, on this blog.  Not just the me that’s a photographer, also the me that’s a mom, a wife, a girl trying to follow her dream while making a beautiful life for her family.  You follow?

I want this to be a place where you come because you maybe relate to me as a young mom, or maybe you think I’m kinda funny. (I think only my sister Ali thinks I’m funny, but maybe you do to?) Maybe you also like to try to cook healthy meals for your family, or read books on things like switching your family to raw milk, or the process of giving birth, like I do. (Should I be embarrassed to admit that?) Maybe you also have a funny, crazy, moody, silly toddler (or two) and you get why I have to play dress up for 10 hours a day, or why I walk into the kitchen on a daily basis with something or other spilled all over my kitchen floor.  Maybe you get why watching my husband rock my babies to sleep makes me weak in the knees.  Or maybe my pictures just make you smile.

Whatever the reason you’ll like to come here, I hope you do.  Because I’ll be here.  Sharing both parts of my life.  My photography life, and my life as a mama/wife/bohemian/dreamer/lover.  Because I want you to know about those things.  Oh, and my dog Itty.  I think you should get to know her, too.

So if you love me, great.  If you get me, perfect!  If you think I’m kind of a crazy hippie, well.. that’s okay, too.  But at least you’ll be getting the whole package.  Because if you want a part of me, you get all of me.  That’s just the kind of girl I am.

xoxo, C

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